Denile (Jakey Chaos) - Dear Mother lyrics

[Verse 1] Dear Mom, I know I didn't get to know you that well But right now I really need somebody I can tell I need help, can you pull me out this padded cell? Stuck inside the confines of my mind is where I've had to dwell I wish you could have stayed a little longer just for me As selfish as it sounds my gift is just a novelty They never fostered it or gave me the support I need And I just feel you need to know that you'd have been the best for me I wanna tell you everything I couldn't tell you sooner Like how I'm scared to think about what life holds in the future Can't find the humor in the moments I'm at this computer Doin everything I can to try to see you in the lunar I'm always thinking how my life would be different If you were still here maybe I wouldn't be feelin so distant But I guess life can never guarantee a happy instant In this life we're livin' gotta take the cards that we're given [Hook] Dear Mother, what's it like to fly? Can you keep an eye on me when soaring through the sky? So many questions I've asked, so many answers denied The only lesson that pa**ed is that disaster arrived Dear Mother, what's it like to die? Would it be too much to ask a simple question why? All this depression to mask, all this manner disguised We're not destined to last, we're only destined to die [Verse 2] Please don't leave me stay and help me through the days We're too young for either one of us to go away The time we had together wasn't long I gotta say I miss you every day of my life it's hard to fight the pain We've always kept you in our hearts and in our memories I wouldn't wish this kind of hurt on my worst enemies Was such a tragedy thinkin "this can't be happening" Tried to deny reality couldn't escape the saddest thing The darkest part of the story is that we could've saved her But when she said she had a headache thought it wasn't major Nobody could have predicted it had a bigger danger Nature made another decision that caused a life changer I put myself together trudging through the harshest weather Thinkin that its worth it if it brings me to my true endeavor But every November I take some time to remember That everybody goes through it cause nobody can live forever