Oh, someone tell me why I can't stop my heart and mind But only each other I swear I've lost myself a thousand times A thousand times Swore in my mind that For the first time And I don't know what to believe in Say words without no meaning Throw to each other I swear I've lost myself a thousand times A thousand times Swore in my mind that Swore at my father For the first time, for the first time For the first time, for the first time Cutting up before it lingers Must have banged beneath my fingers And I always suffer I swear I've lost myself a thousand times A thousand times Swore at my mother For the first time, for the first time For the first time, for the first time (x4) Swore at my father Swore at my father Swore at my mother And I've been on for far too long Long, long, long, long, long