Deepspace 5 - If I Don't Make It lyrics

[sev] i wasn't trying to be the one in charge i only wanted to influence those who lived it hard we never saw eye to eye til we meet god holding dreams too long, so they fell apart used to listen to the essence of a new song now i just let the sentences move on so when i saw the sun rise for the first time, i hoped to die so in case i didn't make it my tears would multiply so we watched the breakdown, thought it never was the same so we changed sounds, put another mask on in the shade now so no one knows it me, so go ahead and pa** the blame around i spoke a different language, made a different statement you got a lot to do son, so why are you waiting it's now a different version of what it was before so i'm sure it can't be the same a player of life in these mind games if i don't make it i don't want to cause you sorrow please believe me, i'm not promised tomorrow all we have to build on's yesterday let's live for today if i don't make it i don't want it all on me i'm trying my hardest not to give you grief try to see the beauty in a fallen leaf i might not make it, we might not make it [manchild] his name is ox, quentin bradford junior to the government these s**er djs don't really know what they've been up against ushering the music, love and ruggedness of real life show you what a night in atlanta could really feel like ill type arranging and paint these people's memories escapist for the ones who stay day to day in their misery true king, unique, deaf to what these fools speak son, father and friend, truly so you see it happened when he finds out in july that something's different tuesday drifters stand and listen... the whispers in the distance our wishlist cleared and x'd out, don't let doubt move away the answers and tell that cancer to get out left out the following week, the one that i found out deny the simple fact that kept it lock in manchild's mouth thank god for quentin, god thank god for ox thank god he aint quitin' thank god he won't stop thank god i saw him last week, he looked a little weak but i saw strength in his eyes and a pa**ion beyond deep he told me that christ was healing him right here as we speak he was past fear and anger now and enveloped by peace god, if you see fit, leave him here with me but whatever happens now, he's healed because he believes so, dj ox, rock, rock on you're the reason for the words that i write in this song i'm like, dj ox, rock, rock on you a blessin to the people from the level you on i'm like, dj ox, rock, rock on a changed man, got all the angels singing this song if i don't make it i don't want to cause you sorrow please believe me, i'm not promised tomorrow all we have to build on's yesterday let's live for today if i don't make it i don't want it all on me i'm trying my hardest not to give you grief try to see the beauty in a fallen leaf i might not make it, we might not make it [listener] if she don't make it, god, i won't blame it on you cuz since she was born, the doctors never had good news she had the prettiest angel wings to match her dress-up shoes cuz she's an angel her guardian angel had their hands full had her parents looking for the answers and the doctors checking every angle "not fair" synonymous with the cancer "where does it hurt?" turned to "let's dull the pain" and then numbing it down turned to more of the same trying to stop it changed her life to a maybe and this little girl's face turned to an old lady's and she spoke those words far beyond her years and said "if i don't make it, i don't want to see tears cuz i'm an angel, i'm an angel and i love you dearly you have to believe me, god told me you would please don't leave me, i promise i'll be good cuz i'm your angel, i'm your angel" if i don't make it i don't want to cause you sorrow please believe me, i'm not promised tomorrow all we have to build on's yesterday let's live for today if i don't make it i don't want it all on me i'm trying my hardest not to give you grief try to see the beauty in a fallen leaf i might not make it, we might not make it [2x]