Deepspace 5 - This Curse I Bear lyrics

[playdough] i swear, i care not what the man thinks my plan aint paper til drips with the fruit of my lips yet, if i get no dap from hand clap from rap that i make, my tangible heart break [manchild] with my arms wide open, i hold opponents to my creed in arrangement, shoplifting stolen moments that i need play stick ball with my chances, broke the window on a street car named desire parked next to the chariots of fire [listener] held down in this quagmire tarnishing crowns as i perspire dwindling empires as i plug wires to transcribe my fire filling ears with my word lives wrapped tight to let you describe the feeling through your own eyes [manchild] and they throw their souls up in the air, cause thats the coin they like to toss they want life without the loss, they want christ without the cross pretty faces, empty inside race the runway, although some say gunplay move the crowd someday, by bloody sunday [sev statik] i dont bother writing flows about clothes and cars record sales is not a measure of how dope you are and this knowledge is what seperates us from them i rather snuff the page, then beat it down with my pen [playdough] microphone testing, a blessing indeed i stay pressing the seed, hoping the hearts will receive in grounds fertile, a brown journal holding the picture a mixture of heart plus emotion form my lyric to your spirit hook: this curse i bear, this curse i swear yall never know the despair between the kick and the snare i scream for you to wake up, but you just dont care you sleeping on my speaking, is my worst nightmare [manchild] grit my teeth and close my eyes, still see the misery that k**s men ill just take another step and draw the energy from my children until then, ill just feel the pain and let you hurt me cry my tears in a bottle, so you can drink it when youre thirsty [listener] inviting you to constantly listen and not just hear to be here where i am would cause most people to not do this next year for fear that nobody would listen and only sneer believing that your target audience wouldnt cheer makes you so anxious youll just stand clear well heres a tape and to my thoughts i hope you're near to my concepts please adhere your mind and life in the way thats the most advantageous for your to mirror [playdough] hey man, i gotta snare and a verse where im bearing a curse got me wondering if smothering my kick to disperse this hi-hat im setting it free, its gotta be the same night i called it day what should i say? [sev statik] i write ma**ive amounts of rhymes but the ma**es dont hear dont care about checking me out, i swear i be cursing my verses and these statements i walk on i guess my talk is too rich for these fools, with j**els in my songs hook: [listener] bound by the realization of what it is that i get up for because its not the sun not the day i do it for fear that ill lose my perception in the long run losing the contrast proverbially of the night to the days bright sun [playdough] a curse is squeezed in an ill verse, to a full bar purse i couldnt spend or bend the rhyme pattern tryna represent with limited content then vent my feelings free inside of these emcees [manchild] see, its hard to hide the fact that its not interesting when im listening me a disappointment go together like cigarettes and nicotine and when it seems my dreams collide with a name on my place card ill drop below the radar, simply focus on the day star [sev statik] its seems to me im hated, cause i choose to be creative im like a leper in a town of fools an outcast making statements against deception sending all of us to hell, worshipping the image of wealth with a poor image of self [listener] doing work causing hurt always writing verbs speak absurd when you heard how i say these words fleshing out pounds of truth from this recording booth when you finally came to care about this curse i bear hook: