DeeExpus - Pointless Child lyrics

You can see me when you want to Pick me up yet leave me down Like a child I'll follow wherever you walk to I'll be there when you're around And the feeling that you left Could have broken my heart But the minute that you left proved me wrong And the moments that elapsed Saw my happiness part Should have realized back then that you were gone I could have tried a little harder I could have stayed right at your feet I should have maybe been a little stronger But as I write I can only spell 'weak' The lifetime that has pa**ed In a matter of days With the promises of never-ending love Like a tourniquet applied To my still beating heart No words but your silence said enough You think you got me where you want You got me what I need to get me's sanity You think you'll have me where you want To have me what you need Is therapy Cease playing with my brain, drained Taken from me, gained, games Won't participate again Can only try so hard Can't contemplate how far You're taking heart apart, we are Thought I got it right this time Mind made and I Distorted life was blind Sight of hind kind be nice If I could find rhyme of reason Little pointless child