Décembre Noir - Small.Town.Depression lyrics

All doors are closed to my regular world outside There is no difference between day and night So many things have lost their great meaning Darkness is the murderer of every single feeling But some tears are flowing behind a mask of stone Nothing is what it seems within my broken home Sometimes looking for a drug to k** the pain In these bitter moments of endless shame No one can hear my voice I never had the choice There is no helping hand Yearning for an end I don't know what I've become Maybe an ugly remnant from a poor selection I know there is no light for me No God, no love and no word of affection This gloomy house has stolen my smile I raise the white flag for my own protection All doors are closed to my regular world outside There is no difference between day and night So many things have lost their great meaning Darkness is the murderer of every single feeling Small town... small town depression! Small town... small town depression!