DeAnna Nicole - Trying to survive in GI(remix) lyrics

It's nearly impossible to chase the dream you chasing after when every step forward feels like 20 backwards, trying to survive in GI where bullets fly.. living in the murder cap it's do or die. Murda Murda k** k** all we see on TV shawty hustle for the bill tryna live that fantasy /toting pistols keep em close cause its hate and jealousy/scared to look u in yo' eyes best believe they frenemies/undercover but they really scoping/ smiling but they really hoping and praying you lose yo focus/ and dreams really go unnoticed/ they shooting na but our hands up/I'm black so it's just a pay cut/that's telling us we ain't worth nothing/ unjustified no brainstorming/unbothered by it so I keep going/ got the hustle in me so I keep flowing/ drop top more coins/ dream big my point/ why stop not going/ too many ppl that depend on me / focus and keeping control/ put on my city is really the goal/ we making the music you feel in yo soul/ so many stories going untold/ either u drinking or keeping one rolled/ that's how we do it/ that's how we cope yo/ that's half the battle we keep it moving like cattle/ nothing really else matters but money music and talent! It's nearly impossible to chase the dream you chasing after when every step forward feels like 20 backwards, trying to survive in GI where bullets fly.. living in the murder cap it's do or die. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired Now-a-days life is only all about who you decide can ride Kanye Trump and Hillary in my eyes Are some pitiful individuals especially when they're politicized Now in all honesty who really cares Bout a VMA, E-mail, or whether that's really your hair The bigger picture bout preserving life Minority d**h has become an epidemic and that sh** ain't right Now see when we decide to rebel And refused to be put to the back our choices are d**h or jail Now tell me where's the Justice in that And to add insult to injury my people still follow they map So from this point on I'm through preaching peace No more talks of unity all I can commit to is me doing me Only advice I can give you get ready And pay attention to detail cuz when sh** get heavy! It's nearly impossible to chase the dream you chasing after when every step forward feels like 20 backwards, trying to survive in GI where bullets fly.. living in the murder cap it's do or die. Having dreams in G.I., as a lil girl meant the world to get up out the hood, never knew another way, besides getting, to this money, my mama told me, ain't nobody out here gone do nothing for me, not even family, so I gotta get up n get it, having visions and plotting missions, penitentiary's no decision, but the government got permission, to receive commission, for admission of all these young black fathers, look what poverty taught us, all these youngin's just, think that it's cool to smoke in 6th grade, skip and ditch school, not learning a thang, riding around carrying guns, smiling at mothers for taking their sons, man, scary Gary the murda cap, tryna make it off this rap before I'm laid out on my back, praying to God, he watching my son, hoping he live to see 21, the G don't support, it's no one or all, but one for all, we destined to fall, cause that's what they want, and that's what they think, that we gone follow into their defeat, and we not gone make it if all of my people keep k**ing, and smoking, and drinking, while thinking, It's nearly impossible to chase the dream you chasing after when every step forward feels like 20 backwards, trying to survive in GI where bullets fly.. living in the murder cap it's do or die.