Dead Vandals - FLAG RAISER lyrics

[Verse 1: LZ8] My souls an abyss As cold as ice Bipolar eclipse And my shoulder is chipped My bones split cause this Boulder I lift's an unholdable crypt And this uncontrollable twitch has got me socially crippled I ain't posing for pictures I sit at home doing sh** all Second fiddle loner Unconsolable rippin' unsolvable riddles up Stickin' to the wall to cover holes my fists have dug Spittin' dummy sipping mister Hyde out of a sippy cup Calling myself stupid like I give a f** Tracing over times I sounded silly while a little drunk Chasing for excuses for my b**hy c*nt behaviour Acting out of insecurity Hating those who call me on it I'm so fake that I could tell the truth and not at all be honest [Bridge 1: LZ8] Sifting through, the reasons I continue to be me And I could list a few, but when I listen back to 'em I disagree But don't insult me I'll defend my pride for all its worth And in the process end a friendship Incredible sulk emerges I'm, scared that my role has no purpose on earth A circle in the dirt of stolen turf I've worked myself into's got no girth I don't learn I just trick myself to think I do and you think that me thinkin' that's an epiphany but this thought isn't new [Chorus: LZ8] Five in the morning I'm alive but I ain't livin' Divided by my pride and inhibitions I lie awake Wait I don't have patience Surrender or strike I'm the motherf**ing flag raiser Five in the morning I'm alive but I ain't livin' Divided by my pride and inhibitions I lie awake Wait I don't have patience Surrender or taunt I'm the motherf**ing flag raiser [Verse 2: LZ8] I got more faces than a totem pole Pacing down this lonely hallway Tracing over times I've been predictable but no ones called me So f** them all we can be us just by myself I'm safe inside this cell Back in my hole I'm crawling no cries For help cause there are Lines outside they follow Signs outside they swallow Lies outside the swine wanna hallow minds outside And maybe I'm outright wrong Right? Wrong! I am right now I just have realised how the short straw may be life long So I, quit makin' Inspirational sh** fakin' the Situation will switch making me rich bacon I sit takin' this click bait and resist changes Day dreaming bout the west gate bridge lately I'm grim [Bridge 2: LZ8] Maybe my misses would have stayed if our baby existed Maybe I'd be smitten if my daddy didn't raise a dip sh** Maybe living in this unstable environment Has made me mimic my mummy's habit to bail when the fan blades hit sh** Now I got nothing but a slouch and some couch crumbs I'm a grouch with some How cum in my mouth I'm never sleeping again Well except for forever Pulling this lever raising the flag for my head to sever like [Chorus: LZ8] Five in the morning I'm alive but I ain't livin' Divided by my pride and inhibitions I lie awake Wait I don't have patience Surrender or strike I'm the motherf**ing flag raiser Five in the morning I'm alive but I ain't livin' Divided by my pride and inhibitions I lie awake Wait I don't have patience Surrender or taunt I'm the motherf**ing flag raiser