Dead Lemming Lounge - Things I'd Hate To Be lyrics

I know this nothingness I feel is life I know the pain it brings is you and your lies I know you think you help me out, I'm falling apart I think you left me back in the gutter now where do I start I'm falling farther than you (I've) been trampled under your shoe I don't know what we can do I have been blinded of the truth Don't want to look because I know I'll hate what I see I cant count all the things that I would hate to be I'd like to take you and just throw you off a pier I'd like to drown with you and quickly disappear