Dead Jesus - Finis lyrics

It's so quiet here. It can't be too long now, the prayer candles dwindle. And even with the small flicker of life I have left, Oh how she suffers. Swallowed by the terrible secrets I keep, I hate how the blood still runs beneath my feet. I k**ed them all so long ago. Am I still that same person inside? Every breath is hatred, am I k**ing time? So many tears wasted on this cross. How I loathe my tainted flesh. If only these flames could burn, Maybe I could feel one last time. Every breath is wasted, am I not as right? Many years I've spent now on holy ground, This temple has become my home. I try so hard, so why do I know, That if given a chance, I'd do it again? Every breath infested, am I still alive? It can't be too long now. Prayer candles dwindle with what's left of my life. And with a glimpse of desperation, I watch the snakes uncoil. I made friends with demons, And now they want me back