Dead Jesus - Chapter IX lyrics

I pray to her in the cab. She just prays I let her out. Start driving away down the dusty road. Try to start a general conversation. She won't answer. Surrounded by the cool clear, Dark of night as we race down the road. A star twinkles as she blankly stares, And reflects nothing. The table all set and ready to go. Every little thing has to be so perfect before I reveal myself. I gently slide the mask off and smile. I search the frequencies of Hell until I find the tone of angels. I sit with her a while and try to pretend. I whisper pretty things to her, she doesn't feel a thing. Once I'm inside, the models all mine. And reflects nothing. The table all set and ready to go. Every little thing has to be so perfect before I reveal myself. I gently slide the mask off and smile. I search the frequencies of Hell until I find the tone of angels. Getting high, I can't help but reflect On a world not my own of abuse and neglect. Why do I know things I shouldn't know, And can't control the things I should control. Once I'm inside, the models all mine. And reflects nothing. Life has changed, my existence a meaningless tome. Not my place. So much has been taken from me. I still get by, booze and lust; that's all I need. Except for one part, my heart so cold. b**hes around the world, frozen to my soul. One more stiff broad isn't going to matter. I'll never know. What happened to me. I couldn't control. What happened to me. They'll never know. What happened to me. They couldn't control. What happened to me. I just don't know. What happens to me. When I lose control, the Devil loves what I have done.