Dead by April - Beautiful Nightmare lyrics

Innocent - like a fairytale It started with the blink of an eye Wonderful - it had to be fate But the indifference made us say goodbye It has come to an end now It is time to say goodbye Beautiful nightmare Couldn't survive on the battlefield But now I'm starting to heal Beautiful nightmare Lucky that we reached the top As they say what goes up must come down Happy? Couldn't be more wrong I gave us the benefit of the doubt It has come to an end now It is time to say goodbye Beautiful nightmare Couldn't survive on the battlefield But now I'm starting to heal Beautiful nightmare Cause it was worth it All along, despite the panic attacks Cause it was worth it And even though it's wrong I just wanna go back I know it's bad for me Can't resist it I need it badly To exist and to live I clench my fist in the air And here I go, yeah Beautiful nightmare Beautiful nightmare