Dead And Divine - Carcinoma lyrics

I've been foolishly biding my time, But it's fangs are sharper than mine, Paranoia has taken the place, Taken the place of god, But that's all his purpose was, Keep your faith, x2 If it's what you got By all means believe what you want. I've been spitting on my own grave, my own grave, No amount of grace can get me saved, get me saved. And yet I'm surprised, My heart has become the dwelling place of demons. One of these days, I won't wake up as much as I'll come to It has something to do with you. I feel you coursing through my veins, Hell knows if you leave I won't be the same, Now that you've made a name for yourself I only wish I could cast you out But there's some appealing about you on my mouth. I've been spitting on my own grave, my own grave, No amount of grace can get me saved, get me saved. After I'm reduced to waste, And this world's washed its hands of me, God forbid I come back with the only instruction you'll need: Get off your knees, x2 I'll be alright, believe me, I'll be just fine, believe me, Get off your knees. x2 My heart has become the dwelling place of demons. One of these days I won't have the lungs, To beg pardon for what I've done, And even if I do, it won't be poetic enough, I've nailed my coffin shut, shut.