Dayseeker - The Quiet Disconnect lyrics

Unfamiliar stone of gray marked beginning and end of day Reality sinks like an anchor in water My body can't stop shaking, convulsing This is tragic and sickening This is The Quiet Disconnect No father should ever have to bury his son Every breath exhaled leads me closer But I'm starting to panic Because I am finding it hard to grasp and comprehend that no ink could spill from this pen And meet the words to send, to tell you I can't exist if you're non-existent Find your home in the sky to rest your soul Even if your voice won't move past your lips, I know we'll speak again And though I know you've died, I swear to god to try to keep your memory alive We all flirt with d**h but feel like were invincible Until one moment defines that we could be the next Is there a point in drifting through life when everything I love will pa**, decay, and die? My face is the pale-white of your skin, my lungs have no breath to be held from within I just want to know you’re safe and sound, not just a body beneath the ground Oh god, I fear certain d**h and the end of day But what I fear the most is who you're going to take away If there has to be a beginning, then I want you to show me the end Fire spreads but I won't let it burn this bridge To give them life when my friends are dead