[Verse 1] Working on the definition, learning how to grind I spend my time away from others Writing rhymes and wiping grime right off my life Don't rust or bust, i'm busting the top of this rusty roof That covers my head from the rain but not enough To shield the feeling that I got deep down inside My crew could never ride or die like my girl could But to that, nevermind I always tell my friends that I'm doing alright I can make another night alone into a repetitive centerfold of Dodging and turning the corners of town Sitting around rolling blunts up with loud, yeah It used to be enough to quell the feelings that made me feel down But after a year, sh** make that two I can never tell the truth completely when Someone asks my opinion of you cause IFHY but I still love you fine f** finals, I wanna be out of doubt to the finishing line They say that I can make or break it Faking is as faking does Say what you say and i don't care But I know that she does Say what you want, wanna say it, then say it Don't hold back your words, it's not easily chasen The dream of your life with your two kids and wife Will be easily taken, don't give up on life It's not really hard to just sit there and learn You have the ability to roll what will burn Doing the math, doing dealing for half and you Use all your money to get the connect Get the connect to get higher and paid But all in the end you're just one of the same A failed generation of suffrage and pain Let's breathe for a minute the dead are in vain Yeah the dead are in vain Can't you feel it? Their ashes drop down in the rain [Verse 2] Yeah, lamenting and tempting you To put on all your clothes and a t-shirt and then slide through You know I love you boo, but times have changed Let's pop champagne and maybe sip a little apple juice And talk about our future More memories than a computer With a floppy disk inserted Never floppy that's absurd It's hard to let go of the past When it's tangled in your sheets And when I gotta walk past the kid I know I gotta beat When you see this, look into the screen God damn, i'm f**ing sorry I've given all of me It's like if you were a gun and you took a few shots Missed the first few so I put more up in your Glock So you could finally knock me out, KO Kid you gotta s** it up, draino She's a needle full of h**n, I wouldn't know what it feels I'll k** a hundred men to save and sustain all of the work we did Go back to the life that we easily lived If i had told you that two years had pa**ed, sh** I know i messed up by touching lyrics in my feelings But i promise please and thank you isn't totally depressing But I know you want that white picket house sh** Pay in cash and we can paint it black, sh** We're not f**ed up, we're just some teenagers But i guess that in itself is the explanation