Dax - She Cheated Again lyrics

To be honest I didn’t even want to make this I knew the topic I would talk about was frowned upon and heavily debated Everybody thinks I’m happy but I’m not and this here is my confession How I let a girl destroy me and then push me to the point of this depression Yeah I’m talking about that do or die (yeah) Yeah I’m talking bout that suicide (yeah suicide) Got all these cars man but who gon' ride? f**ed my friend a couple times Told me all those f**ing lies So I wrote a song so you could find out how I felt inside I swear to God I almost shot myself a couple times I should be dead So I had a talk with God and he told me I’d be hard so I asked if I could stay and he could take you instead (amen) Remember all the sh** that you was telling me? How you loved me and want nobody above me Now it’s funny all the sh** that you promised is just a memory (f**ing lie) You gave me something to believe in Then you broke me into pieces and it’s f**ing with me mentally (I can't think straight) And I can’t trust no other b**h because I’m starting to see women as the enemy (I swear) I saw you texting with the dude and it was cool because you told me you and him were just friends Then I caught you in the bed, let it slide, took you back, and then you went and f**ed the same dumb n***a again What the f** b**h? I gave my all to you There’s a kid that no ones knows about and me and you both know I am the father too That means I am apart of you, you went and broke my heart in two Then stabbed me in the back and watched me bleed and pulled an audible f**! How you think this gon' end? Cause I been dealing with depression, social media attention They expect me to be happy but I’m f**ing depressed I swear I’m f**ing depressed All the money in the world don’t mean a thing if you can’t share it with somebody that you love and that you f**ing respect (Dax) Do you know how it feels to be awake But all you want to do is go back to sleep? (do you?) Because reality is suffocating pushing on your chest so all you want to do is go and live your life in your dreams? (can you relate?) Do you know how it feels when the person that you love doesn’t love you back? When they say the right things but their actions are the opposite of everything they tell you everyday to relax? (I need help) b**h I would've k**ed for you! Man f** all of this music sh** I’d pa** up on a deal for you! Other n***as tried to f**, I swear I only saw the real in you! You cheated twice and now I can’t deal with you! It’s Dax [Prayer] Dear God I ask that you give me the strength, to trust again Please help me relieve this burden from my heart I know time heals all wounds and some just take longer than others So I'm going to trust you with this process Amen Everybody put your hands up if you can relate We all been there, this is for you