Dawn Of Silence - Masquerade lyrics

I was born To this darkened world Still I'm flying on broken wings One I've tried to make a difference But what's or right or wrong? I've failed to see Now I'm trying to remember Who I'm once were Who I'm supposed to be I'm a slave of the darkness Born to serve Live to loose In this God forsaken world I close my eyes Wonder if I'm going insane Hearing voices in the night Every time I try to rise I fall Wasted time I lived to please you Now I'm closing my eyes For you forever Every time I stand Behind these walls I am trapped behind this surface Living my life in this masquerade Dreaming of flying away Is this really What this life should bring Is it all it has to give? Now I'm wonder in delusion To feel my life is all that I strive Once I'm wanted to remember But I'm not sure that I want to see The truth of the dark parts Of my mind that is haunting me In the God forsaken world I close my eyes So many times I thought of running away Just to leave it all behind Every time I try to rise I fall Wasted time I lived to please you Now I'm closing my eyes For you forever Every time I stand Behind these walls I am trapped behind this surface Living my life in this masquerade Dreaming of flying away All my dreams Where have they gone? Tried to see the light To reach out for the sun Still my heart is beading But what is left inside Can't escape the wrath of time I was born Into this shattered world Still I'm flying on broken wings I'm a slave to the darkness Born to serve To live by the rules In this God forsaken world I close my eyes So many times I thought of running away Just to leave it all behind Every time I try to rise I fall Wasted time I lived to please you Now I'm closing my eyes For you forever Every time I stand Behind these walls I am trapped behind this surface Living in this masquerade Dreaming of flying away