Dawid Podsiadło - I'm Searching lyrics

I'm searching for some kind of point In doing everything I do And I think the secrets of my mind Will reveal themselves slowly one by one I'm searching why can't I go back To the times when I wasn't searching a lot The reason seems so very clear I blocked everything beautiful whenever it was near Close your eyes and dream That you were free I'm searching, I can't even tell If the mirror still resembles my face Or is it just a blurry image Of the person I was before I started to search Wide and open field Behind unbreakable shield Wide and open field Behind unbreakable shield Are you gonna stay forever?