David Singleton - Dad Was Locked Up lyrics

[Intro] God I feel like I can't be held accountable for all the things I've done Cause in reality... I never had a chance See [Verse] Dad was locked up Mom was struck out She always had that gla** pipe in her stinkin' mouth Man, when was little, I could barely see But I could see she loved that gla** pipe more than me Mom, mom... I'm hungry! It's been three days since I had something in my tummy Why'd you sell the food stamps We need the money But she higher than Alladin, so she think that crap is funny So I'm feelin' like a dummy For waiting by the do' For prayin, she coming back, for cryin' at the flo' But she ain't comin' back man I already kno It still took me two weeks for I walked outside the do' And now I'm at my aunty house She got six kids, six kids got three kids With me that makes ten We fighting over crumbs like a couple of baseheads And aunty ain't home cause she chasing that pay check And what's worse? Ain't nobody notice me When I walk inside a room, nobody knows it's me I'm just a dirty,hungry kid who can't stand to see Ay, can I grab a bite? Get away from me! Huh? Yeah man it was just me House full of people man, it was just me Hopin' for somebody to come and love me But ain't nobody coming dawg Ain't nobody loving D But my big homies notice me When I started g**ning they know it's me My big homies, they bought me food My big homies let me cruise When I was runnin' around barefoot My big homies, they bought me shoes So what was I supposed to do? When he hands me the tool And he says I gotta do what I got to do Yo, what am I supposed to do? When he hands me the tool And he says I gotta do what I got to do Man, I'm going robbin' Problem? Yeah I'm going robbin' Drop 'em! Drop 'em! Yeah I'm gonn' drop 'em Do whatever I got to Cause bruh it ain't a problem Money flyin' everywhere, quittin' ain't an option I'm a goblin... With a broken heart And a shattered dream, screwed up from the start Yo, my chance to feel, it was off the charts I ain't picked the locks, I just play my part Aww, that's not true Cause yeah I did, I always pick There's always a choice no matter how hard it is Skip past the tears, and get to the heart of it I been up on 8th, AK and banana clip Shootin' at some kids That grew up just like I did Robbin' to the end They screwed up just like I is Look into they eyes, they my eyes and I knew this But I ain't even care Definition of ruthless Definiton of Judas You is Cause I been trainin' my self, with everything that I do is Crazy, how I can slang crack to a lady That reminds me of my momma While she holdin' a baby Maybe, man it's not my problem And I won't ever care I'mma keep on robbin' I'mma keep on trappin' I'mma keep on mobbin' But if guy's gonna pity me, then I'mma need to stop it Cause I ain't pity them Yeah I was a vic' But I also love to sin man, I also love the s** I also love the gin, hand me another bottle Just blame it on the fam God I know you know That you know I know This ain't life man This ain't right yo If God wants to take me out of the darkness and into the light And show me more than this nightmare , that I call life bro But I'm a bad man Stab men Hate speech Lyin' every moment fam Damn I frickin' hate me Violence in my veins, everybody thinks I'm crazy But after all that, Jesus will you save me? This preacher told me I was special to you That you died for all the sins that I ever could do That you bled on the cross, so that I could be new And you came back to life, so that I could live too But I'm..scared That I'm just gonna be the old me So Jesus make way, you gonna have to hold me Send me Christian friends, cause I can't do this by my lonely Jesus make way man, you gonna have to hold me [Outro] Cause God made a way Cause when he wants someone to, he always does This is a fictional story, this is not my life... But it could be yours