David Bowie - Tired Of My Life lyrics

I don't know why but i'm tired of my mind Pain is over me, overloading I don't know why but you're trying to be kind Take off your silver smile, throw your head back And cry I don't believe but i'm trying to decide Which game is best for me, which can i bare You don't perseve so i'm leading you away Home were you've never been, non-returning So cry Throw a rock upon the road and it breaks into pieces Shake brach upon the snow and the sun is defeated Pull the curtains on yesterday and it seems so much later Put a bullet in my brain and i'll make all the papers I don't know why but i'm tired of my life The clouds are in my eyes, overtaking