[Verse 1: Kerser] f** it, where do I start? Do I make a remark about my life in the dark? And all the sh** they don't know, like I'm an f**ing addict Tragic that it worked out this way, had it happened any other way, I would've spat it But I'm just laying around Vision blurry, I'm not happy, 'nother pill, if not They carry me to hospital and have feeling like a f**ing junkee But they ain't been through what I've been through, how the f** they judge me? Plus I'm only on the down, it's what I tell myself Like, the heights was any lower, I should belt myself And all this time I've been I working with rap I don't talk to many people cos they circles of rats, f** Lose my mind when I think into sh** And every pill that I pop, memories