Darreus Jackson - 17 lyrics

i masturbated to you i made love to our memories and let go of my wishes i know that im a vessel are you a vessel or are you someone worth this i no longer am worthless and i remember our first kiss sh**ty honda accord and an adidas jacket d**h grips out the window your hair had other plans our bodies had this chemistry i know why i used my tongue on you you were so innocent and now you're not the same lingerie and high waist i still love that a** anyways i had someone someone perfect someone 17 "so, tell me what it's like growing up in singapore. 'well, i had these really magnificent memories of my childhood, because we had these really magnificent playgrounds. um.. it was like these big watermelons, and i used to climb to the top of these watermelons, and i'd rub myself on the ridges... to give myself pleasure' " but now i hate you (i wish i was still there) i said hateful things about you (but who hasn't in this world) i still have your underwear (i just f**ing miss you) and i wish i didnt because you have someone else i wish it wasnt so simple i wish i could forget about you like i did the rest but a soft kiss spans for miles and an orgasm does the same i could say that i need you only to be lying to myself and to look weaker but when i had you in my arms you were someone i'd never touched before warmth, movement, like a business. and i miss that, i'm not sure if you miss it too i just want to get away from you but to have you right next to me but i cant handle not kissing you so unfortunately i refrain but everything that ive built upon this foundation has fell apart and i can tell you want another one my seventeen i had someone someone 17 "you feel like heaven, but you hurt like hell (just f**ing k** me already) i can see your scars, you wear them so well i can see the drive in your car, and your eyes in the stars every time that i cut, like the cuts in your heart when i rip it apart, swear that n***a aint sh** i heard he wrote you some songs he might just have him a hit."