And you try so hard to get over it But thought of it just makes you sick And your friends worry cause you can not eat And you carve at night and cry yourself to sleep And he's long gone from here It just seems so unfair It'll get better i swear If he can't bother writing you won't bother to call And if he can't bother caring you won't bother at all Cause it's something you're born with it's something you've known And it's something you'll live with and you'll live it alone Cause you're long gone from here It just seems so unfair It'll get better i swear It's got to get easier It'll get better...better i swear It was an accidental suicide The only help you knew how to cry On a school night you broadcasted live to the whole world Now the pundits all politicize And the networks want it televised They vie to pay the highest price for the footage They put your face on tv screens And on covers to sell their magazines Talk shows vilify your music scene for some ratings You've become the latest ad campaign They're cashing in on all your pain They Che you up just to make a buck It's a disgusting display