Darla Farmer - Tree On A Hill lyrics

This is something that I don't need I can't believe someone left me here Along to lead And how can I guide if I'm also blind How can I see when I bleed There's these days That have been marked as my own It's the day That I'm packing up and leaving for home I found out it's a lie That I could not decide So I'm choosing this day for mine I wrote you this quote in a letter Hoping what someone else said Would make you feel better I heard you just cried And I think I know why How could you smile After all this has happened I took my bible and i climbed up that hill And I said "let my will be done" Because I'm bigger than these bullets And I'm stronger than this gun But today i will be pulled up into the sun Now my vision starts to blur And i can see only one color What a beautiful feeling I can't believe that this is what I'm seeing And the mirror shows that my brow Has been painted red All of the sudden the calls were sent For the doctors and the lawuers And the friends he had met And he'd taken his gift As some sort of myth Like a story that he had once read to me I stood at the base of a tree With my mother When mom came down and she said to me "This all that we get And some just have nothing left So take what you got boy, Now run" Now my vision starts to blur And I can see so many colors I think it's funny how they run together The picture twists and I can see forever And the mirror shows that his brow Has been painted red Red Rum