Dark Day Dawning - Null Response (Lost Transmission) lyrics

The acidic taste still rapes my tounge The metallic torrent still rings true in my ears Unable to open my being to a soul Unwilling to share this out of regret and fear Here I stand with my eyes clenched shut Apathy is therapy until pried open By this subtle perfection By this sullen reflection By disbelief in intention Cleansed by the doubt that now consumes me I swore I could feel My blood falls like gla** My eyes open at last Chokes the sky with my blood Drowns the world in my blood Teaches me as a boy Nothing is free but d**h Why must I question this Until another day, I maintin that My kindness is naught but a cross I must bear The pleasure of finding the flaw In these halls of anger In these halls of anguish Time allots for the chance to take That I Will take in time Unless it's pa**ed me by And I'm about to be stung I've lived long enough to know it only lurks in fairy tales Addiction to a situation It's setting in, I'm giving in Deprivation now comprable to pissing Nails f**ing nails I witness my own d**h Every time I see your face Staring at me blankly with It's apathetic eyes I hide Every facet of this realm Tearing from this inner womb The worm of adolescence Squirming in it's ashen grave What of this scent What of this vision If this is love If this is love How can it be real