Dark Age - Neurosis 404 lyrics

Impatient I am waiting now For years have they promised the cure I got a little different somehow Nervous and a bit insecure Everyday I face another disease And with my self I stand here alone There are things that make it hard to increase The feelings that cannot be shown Neurosis 404 I am addicted to life But I can't feel anymore Neurosis 404 I am a fake And I can't go on anymore Neurosis, anyone, who knows this? These voices, anyone, who knows this? There are voices that reflect this guilt Former faces, pale but clear I know the consequences now Felt the hits with every tear Can anyone please believe me I am dying the d**hs of lies Or have you noticed it is nearly (Like) the essence of (my) helpless tries "Welcome me, my slave to blind to see These voices that take you to misery I'm the tempter that leads your way But you're the source that you betray"