Darien Graye - Cheap lyrics

[Verse One] Okay, i'm gonna f**in' start this slow, and that's usually not my style And i'm afraid i'll never grow, and i'll always be a child And the vodka made me throw up right there on the f**in' tile And i'm not sure if i'll show up to my senetence or my trial Collect calls on that f**in' phone, don't know who i'd f**in' dial And now there's no one to come home to so i don't know why i'd smile And there's a reason i'm f**in' stuck here all alone Because i'm still posted up, drunk as f**, smokin' up, what the f** And i've been stuck here for a while [Verse Two] And if we weren't so f**in' wasted maybe a year ago we would've f**in' made it We all drowned out what was wrong but then we had to f**in' face it And if it didn't change my life I would go back and erase it So close to f**in' gettin it, it was on my tongue yes I could f**in' taste it No. That was just the drinks and the fact that we were f**in' ageless Sick f**in' degenerates you won't find a replacement We all lost our minds in that weekend and that basement [Verse Three] My beats, my rhymes, my life, my teeth None of that sh** comes out discreet f** with me, you f** with the beast f** with her, she f**in' leaves Trouble keepin' balance How do I f**in' keep this talent? There really is no other outlet When every night I drink a gallon Lost in court there's no contestant Pop the cork, let's ingest this Every day i'm less impressive Every day I wonder when this... Is over, moreover I can't tell if i'm f**ed up or i'm sober Paintbrushes in my f**in' holster While she texts me for some closure And these texts I haven't read Fingertips? They're stained with lead And I type everything that's in my head But i'm too f**in' scared to go press send So it never f**in ends But we're some sick f**in degenerates And i'm on my ascension b**h Tell so many lies, don't know what my f**in' confession is There's a ghost in my machine, so I let him come possess my lips Nightmares all the time of the when and why they came and arrested him DopeRock please remember him ONe day we'll be dead and gone and nobody will remember this