Darien Graye - Burn lyrics

[Verse One; dopeRock] Sometimes I have the darkest thoughts Scared of church and f** your god False idols with a f**ed facade Corrupt your kids, corrupt us all Can't even imagine if I lost reason for pa**ion I just need to move right past it, I know my life's a disaster I tell the voices "stop", but they just keep speakin' faster I think this demon that's in me finally needs to see a pastor Need the chemical reaction Need a fifth and a f**in' matchstick She left me with f**in' scratches Dead, but i'm back in action I'm far from well natured And I sat there while she burned, and said "See you in hell later" And you trust that f**in' b**h Don't listen to the voice inside, that told you, she would lie Any moment we could die And they wonder why I drink, because I need this f**in' high I stare at blank f**in' screens and then I let my fingers type Because I need to f**in' write Otherwise there is no reason why I let it eat out my insides And indeed it is a lie when I say that I feel just fine I don't Tell me that I need to change I won't Hangin' on to every note Laughin' all the way to hell because I missed the boat So far beneath the surface but down here we all float [Bridge; dopeRock] These are the confessions of an unimpressive, less than messed-up kid with an urge to go and f**in' write And yes theses are the messages of an impression less aggressiveness who turns away from the motherf**in' light [Chorus; Martin Iverson] I wanna watch the world burn I'll fade away... And if I keep runnin' from myself... Will I be okay? I wanna watch the world burn I'll drift away... And if one day I wind up dead... I wonder what you'd say I wonder what you'd say I wonder what you'd say I'll fade away... I'll fade away... I'll fade away... [Verse Two; dopeRock] Maybe I'm just scared of all these faces in the mirror Every day I just debate, if I am really here And if I ever get better is really what I fear Can't remember who I was, lose my grip on the steer Why are you a f**in' ghost? You used to be so near I don't even know you now because my memories not clear I'm just tryin' to be honest Pour myself out in these sonic's Til I lose my f**in' conscience Til I lose my f**in' nerve Til I lose my f**in' everything, and everywhere, and her Until everything I'm left with is just nothing but a burn Blessed with the most energy? Who would've f**in' guessed I'd throw a party for my enemies [Bridge; dopeRock] These are the confessions of an unimpressive, less than messed-up kid with an urge to go and f**in' write And yes theses are the messages of an impression less aggressiveness who turns away from the motherf**in' light [Chorus; Martin Iverson] I wanna watch the world burn I'll fade away... And if I keep runnin' from myself... Will I be okay? I wanna watch the world burn I'll drift away... And if one day I wind up dead... I wonder what you'd say I wonder what you'd say I wonder what you'd say I'll fade away... I'll fade away... I'll fade away...