Darby O'Trill - The pa**ing(never ending chant of endless sorows) lyrics

[VERSE 1:DARBY O'TRILL] I walk into an open field/devoid of any hope to feel/shaking as i grope the steel/i begin to watch my broken reel/it's said upon your time of d**h/in the seconds while your life's still left/you replay your time inside of your head/till the memories fade with your final breathe/so here i am out in the open/ it feels as if all time has frozen/in this field of dreams that i have chosen/i'm contemplating my final moments/and/i wonder if/anyone would even give a sh**/or/would they just pull out they phones and start filming this... [Chorus:DARBY O'TRILL] Life and d**h it's all the same/even after pa**ing there's still pain/tell yourself that it's ok/just do whatever the hell it takes/life and d**h it's all the same/even after pa**ing there's still pain/tell yourself that it's ok/just do whatever the hell it takes/life and d**h it's all the same/even after pa**ing there's still pain/tell yourself that it's ok/just do whatever the hell it takes/life and d**h it's all the same/even after pa**ing there's still pain/tell yourself that it's ok/just do whatever the hell it takes/ [VERSE 2:DARBY O'TRILL] She loves me,she loves me not/she f**ed me,and now she's gone/it must mean,that somethings wrong/or it's just me and now it won't be long/i go in my room and just turn up my music/this razor blade produces ruby red fluids/i'm through with these humans/all of them abusive/tell them it's love that's making me do this/something so pure,can also be evil/people are liars mean and deceitful/they will mistreat you/they will mislead you/say that they need you/then they will leave you/i sit and decay/fading away as the music still plays/watching my blood slowly ooze from a vein/i'm through with the pain/i gave you my heart you just threw it away.... [Chorus:DARBY O'TRILL] Life and d**h it's all the same/even after pa**ing there's still pain/tell yourself that it's ok/just do whatever the hell it takes/life and d**h it's all the same/even after pa**ing there's still pain/tell yourself that it's ok/just do whatever the hell it takes/life and d**h it's all the same/even after pa**ing there's still pain/tell yourself that it's ok/just do whatever the hell it takes/life and d**h it's all the same/even after pa**ing there's still pain/tell yourself that it's ok/just do whatever the hell it takes/