DANSONN BEATS - Madman's Memoirs lyrics

[Verse 1: Adverse] Sometimes, the sunshine is grey as f**… And if I bathed in it's decay and rust… I'd probably feel less like sh** then I have lately With more security, and way more safety I understand why blood drips from cut wrists Why the damage from scars will never be undid Why the sanity of humanity is constantly in question Scenes like these is why they callin my depressin I'm just searchin for equality, a balance in life Between bright smiles and going out of my mind Should I press reject when god sends his call The prettiest flowers die n the greenest leaves fall I wonder if I surround myself in a barrage of s*uts To create my wonderland, a mirage of love… Am I alive or dead? And is there any use wonderin? They say they love me, is there any truth under it? [Hook] I could probably live to be one hundred n eighty I'd still be asking life what have you done for me lately? Come get your son, this f**er is crazy I'm still asking life what have you done for me lately? Ultimatum, with the gun off the safety… I'm just wondering what have you done for me lately? HUH? What have you done for me lately? X2 [Verse 2: Adverse] I see why the smoker smokes n the alky sips Trying to turn sh** to gold like an alchemist… I see why the regular man is going out his wits And why the average person feels so powerless Life is a one way trip, no sequel is done… I reason with d**h and why he has to come I see why every dreamer always wakes up… I see why the prettiest women hide behind make up We can't live forever nor should we ever wish to The pain of severance is what we sever wrists to I'm a pessimist, but some are behind the scenes Often unspoken but deep in their eyes is grief I see why older people have looks of defeat n fault What's left to achieve when we reach the wall? What's the use of living a life with no purpose? Tears always dry, but scars are tied to the surface [Hook] [Verse 3: Hiatus] [Hook]