Danny - Lost One lyrics

It's not a diss song it's a real song Ya feel me? I heard motherf*ckers saying they rules swing But who's playing who when sabotage doesn't do a thing Make the color change in they mood rings Let me question who was really crazy and who sane Would've stayed with but there wasn't much to gain I put friends over business n***as was too vain But when friends start to think with a new brain They kinda like food stains, and you gotta get rid of the stupid lames Don't get it twisted not a day pa**es by That I don't have a single tear fall past my eye It was like three brothers and the sister that I never Had always beat each other up ties got severed Mad but I guess good friends come a dime a dozen The funny thing is I still love em but f*ck em Damnit dude, did we really end this over white pants and pointed shoes? Who's disappointing who? Guess what you said was true really wasn't room for two Superstar so you did what you had to do Brainwashed the crew we still don't speak One thought for himself but the others is weak They lost one You might win some, but you really lost one You just lost one, it's so silly how come? When it's all done, did you really gain from What you done done? It's so silly how come? You just lost one I don't think it's meant to be T But she loves her husband more than she does me And honestly at 33 I would probly love my family more than I did she So we don't speak just keep excerpts From our relationship at arms reach it hurts To pretend it never occurred but I have forgive her Even though she kicked me to the curb Coped with it the best way I knew Made a song that k**ed you off named that sh** "Where Were You" Remember when you called me and you said it embarra**ed you Made me shake my head at how I had an affair with you Cause of you I never let a chick get too close Soon as feelings started to progress I'm like adios I swear, you really brought a good man down I didn't think I'd ever pick the pieces and rebound But Danny's dropping sixes now I got riches now Paid back student loans for both of my sisters now I'm doin real good I don't miss you now See how life twists around f*cker? You lost one My father died in his house last June So under the belief he left way too soon Closed my eyes and squeezed try to block that tune How much of my conscious can this sh** consume? I mean when he cheated on my mama I wanted to k** him And when he beat me he was treated like one of the villains But even felons get a second chance But with pride sentiments don't get a second glance I was fresh off the plane from the Grammy's two years ago My folks had been divorced for some time just so you know I got a phone call from this n***a like here we go Let it go to voicemail cause I don't talk to hoes And that began a pattern of extending himself But all I could remember is him grippin his belt And smackin me in the face so his hand I smacked away That's what you get for breakin my mama's heart I say So the messages piled up Askin me if maybe if I would like to reconcile, what? What is you crazy? Played em back for my friends we all clowned him Little did I know that my own father was drownin I got a call and my pops sounded real sick But I was still stiff and wasn't feelin it As I continued to perfect my raps A month later I found out that his kidneys collapsed Obituary said he died alone If I had tried to make amends he might have known I had grown my atonement is too little too late Father forgive me for not starting a new slate Great I lost one