I lay My head On your thighs And close my eyes and think of All of our days Fast moving months They pa** us by For me things take time To seep in Into this mind All over this place my opinions fly We went blind Into this standing No pattern to follow Only Go here now All over this place I am not my own When You're asleep I miss you the most You're already five years I feel tossed to and fro All over this place Playing is calling my name Pappa! I am not my own All over this place Playing is calling my name I want to be just like you and I I want to be free On my insides and prefer to raise others Above my self When it comes to you I been lazy But now I need You I put down myself Just to hide Right behind Oh you You I want Nothing Of the world in me