Daniel Johnston - Fighting With Myself lyrics

I was shadow boxing And my shadow punched back Can you imagine my surprise? Then I got to thinking if there's something I don't know Something inside of me that I'm trying to hide Fighting with myself I may never win But I'll never stop When did I begin? 'Til I can rest these feet I don't feel bitter And I wasn't there And I wondered where I could be now So I sat in a chair and tried to relax But I don't really know how Fighting with myself I may never win But I'll never stop When did I begin? 'Til I can rest these feet Sometimes I feel like I could get along But it always ends in tears Sometimes I feel like I could be happy But I always find something to fear