Daniel Jensen - Anything's Wrong lyrics

{verse 1} Moving away No longer play Trying to sleep No longer see those plastic stars that once covered the walls No longer feel like running in circles around dinner tables playing catch, now i don't even own a ball {chorus 1} Yeah, just reminiscing about the past I was happy, naive and sh*t i thought it could last You passed and i asked "my god how could this be" No-one responded, now i can't recall your voice honestly I feel weak and i got no one to relate It was your birthday this week, i had forgotten the date The weight is killing me and i just wanna make you proud But what's the point in it all when you ain't even around I'm tryna prove that raising me wasn't in vain I've tried to swim, but now it seems like i'm just floating in pain Hope i ain't doing this for nothing, hope the music i'm playing Will reach one kid in this world who might be feeling the same As me Cause i've been hurting for so long I barely feel like anything's wrong {verse 2} Bury my feet in the sand as i fight my feels When did it all become so real You fell apart, i watched you fall My cousin came up to me crying, my mom was dead So many thoughts ran through my head Know that you gave it your all {chorus 2} Yeah, now i'm just in my room crying "she's in a better place", lying Anything's better than dying Need to live, i forgive you for leaving me here The fear of having me grow up alone, you could never prepare And now it's too late, so many things i should've said I wasn't there for you, i swear that sh*t's my biggest regret I feel like i let you down, ran out of time, you tried everything Can't live without you, i feel lost And i'm in need of a pause, 'do anything to have you back It doesn't matter the cost, and the wars you fought Know it was breaking your heart It's hard to be a body, when your body tears you apart Damn You were hurting for so long You made it seem like nothing was wrong