Dando.J - Drowsy lyrics

[Verse 1] 11 o'clock at night and I'm searching for dedication and purpose Too f**ing nervous to check my notification Cause I know, when I open it, the hope is hocus pocus And I'm broken, we were talking to each other when I wrote this And I just wipe away the tears in my ocular with a dollar Now I'm screaming at the back of an opera Jordan, comma, the commoner With a bucket of Ramen to f**ing shove in me esophagus , I'm pigging like the officer And see what happened is something that's sorta tragic You thought that the sh** was magic, but it wasn't, now you're laughing And I'm thinking of jumping up in a casket You avoiding me like a f**ing arachnid All I ever needed was a bit of attention, and didn't get it, but continued to listen to what you mentioned n***a I listened to every bit of your sentence, but when I.. When I... [Verse 2] I can't even get out of bed So many thoughts in my head, n***a, it's hard to forget I got my face in the sink And I don't even drink Catch me staring at the ceiling, and I don't even blink. God! I'm f**ing sick of this moping around the house with my mouth in a f**ing pout, and a heart full of doubt So many tears lost, I'm stuck in a drought My momma asking why my attitude sauer like kraut I'm not trying to pick up a fight, I just really need to call you, cause I'm missing the light This whole life thing ain't looking too bright I'm not lying when I say this n***a miss you at night