Dandelion hands - Bleak Week lyrics

What's the easiest way to slip into a coma? Dying would be a gift But I could settle for a four year nightmare It wouldn't be much different than my waking life I want to become one with something I don't care if it has to be the ground It would still be the most contact I've had all month If I could, I would forget everything Forget how to swim If it meant I could drown in this sea Of uncertainty I wanna feel like I deserve to live I wanna feel like I deserve to live Save me from myself I wanna feel like I deserve to live I wanna feel like I deserve to live Save me