Dan Haynes - Silicone Kingdom lyrics

[Verse 1] Hears mom and dad yelling, mom always wants a divorce Dad calling momma a who*e Drunk, been drinking all weekend, a couple of coors A couple of doors were broke in, cover the floor, damn He's always told never to tell If anybody finds out, he'll be put in a cell Hit with a belt, there will be nobody to help And so he prays everyday while he's stuck in this hell All to himself He holds every ounce of it in All the kids who have things, always laughing at him All the teachers see his pain, but he's playing pretend Playing with friends is something he wishes he can But nobody wants to give him a chance Nobody wants to be with him, man Been looking at the future But the future is so far in advance Looking at the alcohol in his hand [Pre-Hook] Like damn, like why, why god Why do I do this again, and Why am I getting so drunk, see my dad was a drunk I don't wanna be him, I I know I'm searching for feelings I thought I could find them in bottles of gin Im tired of losing my faith and then looking to fake To replace all my feelings within, I [Hook](2x) I don't wanna lose myself Lose myself I don't wanna lose myself Just to rule The silicone kingdom With you, with you [Verse 2] She goes to read another message Hoe, s*ut, stupid and fake She doesn't know how much she can take She's looking at her body, it's a body that she plans to replace Fake Everything all over her face's fake Smile leads up to her lashes Never been asked about pa**ion Only been asked about pa**ing The blunt to the left or a pic of her chest Call a b**h and a mess, she's a wreck Waiting for a text from a guy Who tell her that he love her, but he wanna see her cry Who tell her that he love her, but he beat her every night With a pipe out a spite She might leave him for a guy with a tie and a job A Mike or a Rob She's tired and sobs on the knob of a door Yelling out: “Please, I can't take no more!” And he's yelling out: “f** you! You c*nt, you who*e!” Damn, she doesn't wanna be on the news Only 22, looking down the barrel of a 22 Looking for a move she can make Looking at the bruise on her face Never felt safe Never felt late 'til the end of the month Looking down at her stomach like “What have we done?” I was looking for love and you were looking for fun And now a life is in my body cause you wanted to cum [Pre-Hook] Like why, why god Why do I do this again and Why am I thinking that we could find love inside lust See, we love to pretend, I I know, I'm searching for feelings I thought I could find them by f**ing with him Im tired of losing my faith and then looking to fake To replace all my feelings within [Hook](2x) I don't wanna lose myself Lose myself I don't wanna lose myself Just to rule The silicone kingdom With you, with you [Verse 3] He's addicted to the world's most dangerous drug The one that'll make you lose everything that you love And we don't understand, money doesn't buy love So we pile up all our money just to buy us a new car Some new rims, a new Benz Doesn't have friends no more An iPod, an iPad, an iMac So rich that he's feeling poor If he had one chance to go back Wishes that he never bagged a who*e A couple more coors and a broken door Shattered decor all over the floor Coming home at a quarter to four Coming home is a bore Looking at a Gin bottle Got a quarter to pour At a local titty bar, got a better rapport No cover ones cover the floor Really looking for more And more money makes more problems He don't understand how to solve 'em Doesn't understand his son and his wife are his life Every night, when they fight Now he's looking at them as a problem That's a problem Now he doesn't know what to do Out of touch, leaving town Every weekend or two Thinking money maybe buy us all the happiness too 'til he's sitting in a room, staring back at a 22 Like, what happened to life? I went so many years and I thought I was right I went so many years, never living my life And I'm scared that my son turns out just like me Why me, my God Everything I see really is a facade Fake love, fake hair, fake nails, fake bod We replace as a race and we try to play god [Pre-Hook] Like why, why god Why do I do this again, and Why am I getting so drunk See, my dad was a drunk I don't wanna be him, I I know I'm searching for feelings I thought I could find them in bottles of gin, I I know we're thinking that we could find love inside lust See, we love to pretend, I I know a part of the problem is silicone kingdom we're living within I'm tired of losing my faith and then looking to fake To replace all of my feelings within, I [Hook](2x) I don't wanna lose myself Lose myself I don't wanna lose myself Just to rule The silicone kingdom With you, with you