Damnation (US) - RIP lyrics

Stowed away our only one last night My only one last Know we'll miss them Should've mentioned Wish I'd said goodbye & I wish I'd said good night Lonely and old is the ground Set it free to fly around Now when it gets cold & in the shadows In every pa**erby & I wish I'd said good night Is that a selfish God That could choose anyone & didn't choose me instead Or am I the selfish one Always thinking about my gun & ending what I got left Little has changed since this time Every other moment in my mind More realistic Less atheistic But to trade this f**in' life & I wish I'd said good night