Damiera - Weights for the Waiting lyrics

It's automatic that we're keeping all the answers locked inside ourselves Get along just carefully quiet over time I'm pessimistic tell me Will you help me set me up again or is it heavy on the mind? We are full of doubt So adjust your feet at the edge and jump in Spread your arms and chest - until we call it off All this time were we disgusted while our time ran away? All our chances are beyond us Because all we are are just weights for the waiting I've been consciously holding back to remedy And expose how i've thought about leaving Just to see things ____ Now you're guessing that falling is how your'e getting From one to the other never having to climb Guess what that fall's got They've taken out the net below Now's a fine time to see if you can really fly We've been asking for it by not asking at all It's beyond adjustment i'm curious, tell me so Are we hitting the wall? I confess the rest You've caught me at a moment's weakness stuttering Who's keeping now?