Damez - The Palisades lyrics

[Part 1: Bang Bang] I was five and he was six We always had the freshest kicks He wore red and I wore blue Know many but trust a few Bang bang, he shot him down Bang bang, he hit the ground Bang bang, that awful sound Bang bang, my brother was shot down [Part 2: The Palisades] [Intro] I miss you, Ryan I hope you resting in peace This one's for you Really all this sh** for you [Verse 1] Wondering why I'm breathing Don't really have much to believe in Damn, gotta stop talking crazy What's gotten into me lately? Now I'm wondering where I'll be I looked in the mirror Don't quite know what I see Now I wake up with hesitation Still wishing heaven had a visitation [Pre-Chorus] Gotta get away turn off my phone Maybe I was meant to be alone Take another shot of the Patrón And I'm gone, gone [Chorus] I can hear the gunshot in my head I sleep with the darkness in my bed I'm not the same and I'll never be, no I can see the light shine from the moon But I still feel the darkness in my room I'm not the same and I'll never be, no [Verse 2] Wondering where the time went Now I'm wondering where my mind went I swear yesterday I was on ten And now I'm wondering where my nine went [Pre-Chorus] 3am blowing up my phone He was left bleeding all alone Had to tell my parents on my own On my own, own [Chorus] [Verse 3] Woken up out of my sleep Another faded night at the spot Had a bunch of missed calls and some missed texts Saying "yo brother was shot" I'm like "tell me that he's still breathing" "You don't know nobody that stayed?" He like "everybody took off running" "And all I know is that it happened at The Palisades" "And I heard it was the football team" It was gunshots and blood shed JSU never called my parents To tell em that their son was dead Man I fought for you like crazy But I screamed when your casket went down the grave And they say that life goes on but f** that, I'll never flip the page And I swear I'll never forget you Man I just wanna be with you And why couldn't they take me and not you I wish God would tell me he meant to He was gone too soon Why they stop his shine, why they stop his shine They say time heals pain Guess I need more time, guess I need more time Man them b**h n***as jumped my brother And I still remember they names And I got plans of f**ing revenge sh** I might be f**ing insane Man I just miss my brother You don't even know the half of what I been through What's the phone number to heaven? I swear I'd pay my last to get through [Outro] Wondering where the time went Now I'm wondering where my mind went I swear yesterday I was on ten And now I'm wondering where my nine went