And when I woke up I was in a war zone Just sorting through all of this propaganda I close my eyes again, it all came seeping in I wondered if I left my things in order It seemed so different than I'd pictured in my hand Everyone fighting looked exactly like me The ground was shaking so I found a foxhole And I stayed there for an entire weekend I've been so long I don't wanna be carrying it no more At first I tried to run in each direction Between the concrete and the other wreckage Then the next morning there was nothing here And we figured that the battle must have moved on I've been so long I don't wanna be carrying it no more Then when I woke up I was in a war zone I was surprised to find a gun beside my feet The handle fit just right, my eye was on the sight And I was feeling like it can't be that easy I don't wanna be carrying it no more But we're gonna wait so long Yeah we're gonna wait so long Your heart beats faster I'm trying to figure out if I should shoot or not