Dakoda Rollins - Finale lyrics

[Verse One] First time I felt mama proud of me First time I felt they haven't doubted me First time I felt like I got some real people that love me and back me surrounding me One half, they always been clowning me The other half steady try crowning me Sick of it all, got no time for this here On to better things. This is the finale Yeah, I'm on to better things, but I had to give it one more take And remind em I am great This my best tape, turn Emcee's to grilled cheese My worst line will make them knees quake I'm not gonna say I was ever in the game I don't play. I was in the booth I was in it for the music I was in it for the truth I was in it for the lames, so they could quit what they do Let's be honest, when's the last time you saw a rapper openly admit he wasn't on the chronic? When's the last time you saw a rapper wearing a shirt and tie but speaking in ebonics? Carrying a Bible and listening to Onyx? Let's go back to begin of the rap thing When I thought I was the trap king, had myself a trap queen It was twenty twelve and I was 18. Wrote to an Eminem beat and then started taping Wrote about my ex and how she hate me Her name was Hannah Dudeck, she was a rude chick But she could make me laugh and make out so I was set Hopped up in the booth and spit a few lines Got the final mix down and put it online They was like “this is dope!” I was like “Oh it's dope!?” They was like “Yeah it's dope!” I was like “oh fo sho!” Let's make this my career. Why not? What could possibly go wrong? But then I came swinging and spiting like it's a sickness Approach every woman like a potential mistress That was a line from an Xzibit song But I'm just so desperate to be on something Xzibit is on But anyway back to the plot, started dating this one girl and she was really hot We kinda sorta fell in love, kinda planned a life together She kinda sorta left, so I kinda guess not Not gonna lie, it messed me up. I contemplated suicide, I did a few d** I mean. Well it was only weed, but even still that's a drug to me Kinda helped me feel somewhat happy. 'Cause everyday I wanted to die I never wanna revisit 2013, that year s**ed [Verse Two] Fast forward, mom gets cancer. Looking for a God, looking for answers Missionaries couldn't have shown up faster Oh was like, "oh hey it's the guys With the bicycles books and ties Sorry, ya'll I'm not worthy for Christ and I don't even care that much about my own life." "He does." "Wait he does? Why?" "Because he loves." "But what does he want in return?" "Just tell people about him. . .and maybe you could feed us?" Fast forward now I'm Mormon again And to everyone else, I'm that one Mormon friend "You guys worship Joseph Smith!” Man, you full of crap. Go buy some more depends It's all about Christ, that is the meaning of Life No, that is Life. That and my future wife You know who you are. I love you to d**h Just gotta say it. Gotta get it off my chest In a couple hours I'll be going to bed, in a couple hours you'll be sending me a text Look truth is I'd still enjoy fame But honestly right now, I can't complain I gotta warm house. I got friends, family. No doubt I gotta good job. And it's all thank to my God I'm about to serve a two year mission, and feel his love like every day is Christmas I'll tell the Watch tower I'm the real witness, and if you want the word of God, come here and get it Ok, guys I finally opened up. No more cracking jokes, no more Deez nuts It floweth over I am talking bout my cup. This the last time you hear from Kulprit D The D is for Dakoda. Bro on me By the way, I am Noel, with the sultry voice if you couldn't tell I hope ya'll enjoyed my rap career. All three and half, whack, lackluster years I mean enjoy my music. So who really care about the peers? And to all the fans, thanks for supporting who I am Thanks for supporting what I do. Please know that I love you