Thorned pics of you deep in my mind It tastes like the end when we get loose Illusion of life just left behind The hardest pain we cannot smooth Abandonned land we were reigning on A rain of tears, dust on the throne You tell me to love is to leave Be all that you can be without me A cathedral without a god The emptiness instead of you A suicide note without a world Your hand in his, I'm an orphan of you You're the one I've been waiting for I'm the one you're calling number four Now that I'm just a f**in' number A name on a list you should better burn You made me believe in you, in love Then betrayed me, o lord of deception You took everything you had to take Everything inside me needs to rest A cathedral without a god The emptiness instead of you A suicide note without a word Your hand in his, I'm an orphan of you Thorned pics of you deep in my mind It tastes like the end when we get loose Illusion of life just left behind The hardest pain we cannot smooth Abandonned land we were reigning on A rain of tears, dust on the throne You tell me to love is to leave Be all that you can be without me