DaGarça - Inside Story II lyrics

[Hook] Everyone thinks that I have it all But it's so empty living behind these castle walls These castle walls If I should tumble if I should fall Would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls There's no-one here at all, behind these castle walls [Verse 1] Don't you ever tell me my life is better than yours Don't you even dare think you're right or bet it's for sure I swear to you that's there's more to this perfect dream that you're seeing Let me, give you a tour of this nightmare behind the scenes Come step into my museum & just walk the hall Cribs on MTV intend to see a bunch of masterpieces on the wall Shocked to see it's just a dark room playing footage Of my demons haunting my realities... I got them all Shots in the street equal shots of liquor And I'm feeding me now that my mom is sicker And these walls grow thicker as these problems bury me I go to school still working hard but wearily At times, I can't stand it I ask God to carry me And He just makes me fresher, to put up with the pressure I remember Lisa tell me I was great And I just laughed it off even though I hate it cause... [Hook] Everyone thinks that I have it all But it's so empty living behind these castle walls These castle walls If I should tumble if I should fall Would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls There's no-one here at all, behind these castle walls [Verse 2] Family fighting, broken gla** bottles; don't mess with me I'm tripping right? I must be on some kind of dose of ecstasy Unreal... I just can't fathom why bad things are obsessed with me That's probably why I had that bad chick standing next to me I'm sorry but I had to let them know, Ashlynn I couldn't do the things you wanted me to do just ask them I had enough to deal with, I know u wanted to help me do it But I did the biggest favor of not putting you through it Had to get that off my chest, in case you ever here this song I'm tryna make it right after all the mistakes that I did wrong So this is an apology for being such a burden... Now back to how my life is so concerning People don't realize the way that I'm hurting Real Eyes can't see the real lies I'm lurking A smile on my face is enough to keep it hidden And a fake personality can fool any observant But I'm sick, and tired, I need to find the remedy It's hard to balance this while I'm searching for my Identity And only God knows where both these things can be I just hope that I can get by this eventually 'Cause even though I'm strong & even though I manage The pain of all my problems is starting to do some damage The bruises and the cuts to my spirit is building up And I can only heal so much with a bandage Yet I still hear them say "You have it nice, you're so easy going You're so happy & chilled out, I can see it showing" I tell 'em that I don't, "please stop boasting" It's funny when they think that I'm joking 'cause... [Hook] Everyone thinks that I have it all But it's so empty living behind these castle walls These castle walls If I should tumble if I should fall Would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls There's no-one here at all, behind these castle walls [Verse 3] Listen close, can you hear drops dripping? Can hear the sounds of my kitchen clock ticking? Can you hear the voices in my head stop speaking? The emptiness inside is the reason I weaken This girl once came to me to hold me & hug me She told me that it's good I'm never lonely; I'm lucky She told me she's been stressed and how she wished we could trade places So I walked up to her face And told her straight that... [Hook] Everyone thinks that I have it all But it's so empty living behind these castle walls These castle walls If I should tumble if I should fall Would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls There's no-one here at all, behind these castle walls