Dads - Sunburnt Jet Wings lyrics

This is my personal desert, This is my personal slum, I’ve become the person that I always hated The enemy I was running from. I wanted the sun to warm my skin, But I wanted to hide from everything. I made my life into a competition, Where’s my trophy mantle, You sent me clippings To an article I couldn’t begin to handle. I wanted the sun to warm my skin, But I wanted to hide from everything. What’s a lag without the jet, Put my f**ing fantasies to rest, I flew everywhere just to find something I can’t forget. For a minute I lost sight of it, Not just the light of it But the whole full frame picture. Pa**ed out when I’d stand up, Can't see what my hands touch, Fall back down to a thud. I won’t stop until I can see my bones. (I won't stop until I can see my bones) No matter how long I hold my breath I’ve got to exhale just to let out the old. I wanted the sun to warm my skin, But I wanted to hide from everything.