(Verse 1) My son was born June 4th, 2007 I was going through hell But was sent A little piece of heaven And with that piece of heaven I learned to count my blessings With all those lessons learned Still I did a lot of stressing Thanks to my baby momma She still so with the drama I did my best to make it work But I can't change his momma Cuz she can't change herself So I can't blame myself I only gave her a** enough rope For her to hang herself No more pointing fingers No more placing blame At this point What it is and what it was Is different thangs No more pressing the issue No more wetting your tissue No more conversation I'm not even going to diss you That's merely my decision To get out this position Something's got to give Cuz to be real This ain't living I truly hope the best And wish that GOD will bless I hope you get your head together Or whatever But I.... (Hook x4) I've got a little boy to look after And If I die Then my child will be a ba*tard (Verse 2) I love you And think of you Every single day You're my first real love My little man RJ I know I have my ways But Randy you're my heart It might be corny But my daddy never spoke his heart So I'm speaking mines Because I value time And don't wanna leave you in this world Without me speaking mines Unless you know I love you And know I've got your back And know when daddy tell you something son Then it's a fact You're still young now And got a lot to learn You've got your life in front Don't let the past concern About your mom and me It doesn't bother me It doesn't her So It shouldn't bother you Just learn from my mistakes Don't make the same mistakes Because I made a few And no I'm not including you You're no mistake to make it plain and simple GOD don't make mistakes So to me You're a miracle Cuz (Hook x4)