Da Backwudz - Feelin' Lonely lyrics

[Chorus:] I know you're feelin' lonely, I know that I'm not the only one That you can call but keep me in mind.... This feeling of lust in haunting, not only me and wanting you Think of a time and keep me in mind.... [Verse 1:] As she walks home from school It's feelin' longer than The years it takes a lil' boy to grow into a man She's often ridiculed, people don't understand She's being picked apart and scarred by her father's hand And he's a wierd old man, and can't control his anger Liquor and drug abuse turned him to a total stranger Perverted child abuser, molester and a rapist His daughter's had enough, she can no longer take it Withstand the hurt and pain, she's feelin' suicidal Her life is gettin' frail, her mind is always idle Which let's the devil in, to do his dirty deeds He shovels up the soil, after we plant the seeds It's 20 after 4, she's on the tile flo' In the girls bathroom, back against the stall do' As she begins her ending, she keeps her eyes closed Syringe to her veins an adolescent overdose (DAMN) [Chorus] [Verse 2:] His name was Rick, first captain of his football team The senior cla** valedictorian high school king Regualr jock, played sports baseball, track Run a 50-yard dash in 6 seconds flat He got stacks of mail from differnt colleges Scholarship fundin', majorin' in Biology You could say homey was popular, never phony Until the people found out he dated men only. (MAN) His reputation was in everybody's conversation The peers who he considered friends had 2 faces They chanted gay jokes, the scholarship erased Receivin' d**h threats plus a fam-i-ly disgrace The stress accumulated, he couldn't take the pressha' Therefore he pulled the 9-millimeter from the dressa' He took his life for bein' different than you or me The same cla**mates wept at his eulogy. (MAN) [Chorus] [Verse 3:] This was the summer time, you know it's party time After the cap and gown routine, they on the scene Some of em' puffin' green, and tryin' different things Say for instance lil' Joey just tryin' to reach his dream He's never slept wit' a girl he's a virgin Sex drive urgin', movin' like Excursions His best friend told him to come over later on He throwin' a house party cuz his parents leavin' home He met a girl, short skirt, showin' off her body They feelin' each other, excused themselves from everybody It's finally goin' down it's really 'bout to happen, (happen) His mind's so cloudy forgot to use a magnum. (DAMN) A year down the road Joey's headed to the doctor checkin' on a bad cold, (bad cold) As he sits on the table and he gaspin' for his breath Doctor said he had AIDS and got 6 months left. (DAMN)