D2unez - I've Been Thinking lyrics

Think about it I just need to mourn, I just need to mourn I don't wanna think about this anymore, x4 Verse: Ive been thinking a lot lately and honestly it's getting to me And I know the solution is just to keep it moving I feel like my life is a screening of the saddest movie Sitting back like what am I doing, yo what am I doing See I want you back more than you could ever think But I can't take you back unless we talk about everything So many questions, that I need answered Even if they hurt like hell we can proceed after I wanna trust you, I do, but you're evasive? And now I'm stuck to a**ume, your heart is other places And it may not be true, but you aren't giving clarity And it ain't fair to me, it ain't fair to me I let these people go and get my head screwed up But that's exactly what not having the truth does Never wanted to lose us, we just needed to communicate And every day that pa**es I keep losing faith I ended us, with hopes that we could see our flaws Now I'm sitting by my phone waiting to see your call Meanwhile I'm in my office as I write this This pain is so overwhelming it's difficult to fight this I write these songs hoping to get the message through Cuz I said I wouldn't call or even message you It's hard to sleep at night, I ain't even eating right I can't stomach anything without a peace of mind I know when I left it hurt me and it hurt you But one of us really needed to make the first move I pulled the trigger, thinking we would wake up I mean I've learned a lot and there's things I would change up Like telling you how much I miss you more often Or put my boredom to the side and go shopping Take you out on dates no matter what it's costing Compliment you and make you feel like a boss chick I hope you understand I wanted you to grow with me And treat our relationship the way it's supposed to be We need some change, we're adults we ain't in high school Keep it 100, let's focus and make the right moves Bridge: I know you miss me cuz I miss you too All that I do is just think about you I know you need me cuz I need you too I hope that we can start fixing things soon