D12 - I Am Gone lyrics

Bizarre- Intro Dear Brenda, This letter goes out to you and my kids, Pray for me, Cause' I'll see y'all again one day, Let you know, Daddy loves you. Chorus (King Gordy) I just lost my job my wife is gone I cant go home no more, oh this life's too hard where are you god, your child is coming home, Lord I've tried to stay but there's no way I can fight carry on, If i die today please find a way to keep my family strong, I am gone. Verse 1 (Swifty McVay) I'm a soldier that's been haunted by Satan, I'm gonna hold a Calibur straight to my cranium, Created as the angriest baby since Damien, I'm grown and my family hate me, psychopathic majorly, Drama persona, spirit Bio-hazard, I create ba*tards caskets for grandads, A??? seedless hospital??? the child of a wild family, dark cloud on top of the roof, There's nothing to lose, cabinet full of booze, And 2's that get rid of who don't understand my views, The news destroy me, not trusted, a null employee, busted from holding a gun to the customer, They must got an APB and I been beating my wife twice as much since she seen me on TV, An outcast, that's haunted because my past done had it, so when you gonna cap my Ass Mother***** (Chorus) Verse 2 (Bizarre) Heroin Addict, crack heads gone wild, 2 years using, 2 years in denial, ??? straight from the drug centre, timberlands, yellow thong in the middle of winter, like where the F*** am I going? Who knows its snowing, 2 days from now my girl will be out here hoeing, for my little girls birthday I promised her a bike, but I also promised myself a pint, cant see me, ain't washed my a** in a week, I smell like feet, face full of Taco meat, I ain't F***** my wife, since our wedding night, viagras, cant even give me a hard pipe, F*** it, give me a F***** long knife, in 2 minutes, I'll take my own f***** life, leave my fishing rods to my son and my car to my girl and F*** it, I'm a say goodbye to the world. (Chorus) Verse 3 (Kuniva) Yo, I'm life F*** the jokes I need revenue, So when I Hail, (get the F*** down) that's what you better do, I didn't want to resort to bringing out the guns, or breaking in your savings wiping out all of your funds, but I'm a dollar away from being homeless, so late night I'm drunk and roaming mouth foaming (grrr) I ain't seen my kids in years, my wife left somewhere between the coke, grief and beer, now that I'm stuck staying in hotels with rats and roaches, you eating a steak and I'm stealing cakes from hostess (I'm out) Man I'll be damned if I be out on these streets, Watching mo'F***** riding round laughing at me, I'm a strong arm a school teacher, stick up a few preachers, (uhh) Jack you for two pizzas, (give me that) Give me some new sneakers, I stuck the wrong kid he pulled out a few heaters, i hear a voice calling me I hope its you Jesus. (Chorus)