D-Why - A God Amongst Men lyrics

[Intro] Close your eyes for this one Close your eyes Because I'm about to open them [Verse] Staring out the window thinking how should I end it before I even begin it Seven steps ahead, sh** I'm about to set a Guinness Record for the most vetted, most anticipated, most hated Before they even heard it, young and whose destined for greatness Lost three homies in the past year, guess that life works in ways That I can't comprehend, I swear it almost hurts to say The night you left this earth, Sam I f**ing cursed the day She telling me calm down, and I wasn't raised to curse this way Son there's a different way, so I'm on my different sh** Different sh**, different day, same attitude But I'm a different Dave, my nights getting started but it's getting late I'm running on time, never behind, let us pray Thank God for blessing me, with the recipe To recite all the necessities and keep away my enemies And pen the phrase that never cease to make them cease, rest in peace They say that I'm living the dream, sounding like a mess to me Sunday morning, still ain't made it to ma** yet Monday morning, still ain't made it to cla** yet Tuesday morning, still ain't got off my a** yet I'm thinking on Wednesday, I should arrive in fashion So I'm late out this b**h, dressed up like I'm going on a date out this b**h Sometimes I wish that I could just fade out and quit Or end up in Hawaii with a couple lays out this b**h She ask me if I'm religious, I say baby I'm just spiritual Good things happen for a reason, that's what I call miracles Should have seen me a year ago, I was more pissed off than urinals I need a confessional, baby stop undressing though See this is serious, are you hearing me? She driving me crazy, but lord knows what is steering me All the news reports and TV shows put this fear in me Engaged by the fame but this game is saying marry me I solemnly swear to cherish and hold Till d**h do us part, for better or worse, we're growing old Through sickness and health, through the flames and the heat Spark now or forever hold your peace, peace I'm James Dean behind the wheel, Kurt Cobain behind the needle I aspire like a steeple around a cathedral, your feeble The devilish reincarnation of Evil Kenevil Stunting on everybody, like it's fun and it's funny I'm running miles ahead, y'all hours behind My seat recline, promises I'm keeping mine I promise I don't need reminded, but I need re winded Cause there's a hidden message in my lyrics, see if you can find it It's meant to scare and promote, have a perilous result Just be careful because it may leave you impaired and provoked Dare to evoke, lack of awareness, a careless adult A parent who runs his errands and leaves his kids there all alone Sends a shot through the skull but doesn't bury the bones Cries hysterically for our lives as he carries them home The answers his phone (hello) in the scariest tone And worries his wife that he married that she'll end up all alone Red roses mean love but they also mean blood A young god amongst men held below heavens above The next question is now, weapons or d** Cause there just numb to the pain and so inept from the shrugs Ain't nobody cared about them, or tried raising them up It takes a lot to make it out and even more to make it up Tired of seeing it happen, I hope that your waking up Because my homies in a cell now, he probably just waking up I know they hearing this like "D what's got into you?" I k**ed myself just to ghostwrite this very sh** I spit to you The devil let him through, that's something that I'll never do UPS, Fed Ex my flow to make sure that it gets to you Damn, damn I feel like I saved it all up Change your heart, young Ari Gold but I'm giving out hugs Red roses mean love but they also mean blood A young god amongst men held below heavens above We're back to that question now, how should I end it Back to the money, how should I spend it That broken heart, how should I even start to mend it How should I prevent jumping off the deep end without swimming And I'm living in fear that I'll meet a crappy ending And it's met with laughs from happy women I'm gritty, I'm sinning, I think I need an intervention So I go out this b**h the same way I came in it Reckless out the exit with no regard for your opinions